happy 2.8k people!
was chatting with mingtien just nw and he politely reminded me that it will be the 24th year on planet earth for us. (mt: if u r reading this..thank you. arbish)
well, hello 24 then. no resolutions for me...making new yr resolutions are merely there to make u feel guiltier at the end of the yr.
instead of talking abt how i wanna change in this yr for the better with whatever-thats-crap-since-forever-and-yet-still-as-crap-til-today , i rather look back at what happened yesterday -2007.
last yr was a turning pt. i decided to take the local toilet paper plunge at the age of 23 where most 19yr olds jc kids go.
the change in environment and lifestyle is quite challenging. but at this pt of time, i am glad that finally i m doing what i've always wanted -this time, for myself. (although i have decide what i want to be, at least, i am in touch with this area).
Sure, it can be really mentally and physically draining..assignments/project u rushed out w/o sleep/rest may end up as load of crap in the eyes of the boss. but still, i always remind myself that these works are still the efforts i made, without feeling guilty of nt doing my best. i still hope that demoralisation in me will nt work it's way up....
although initally or rather till nw i don't really feel great as my results ain't impressive and i most prob sits at the bottom of my class. but yet, some part of me feel glad that i make it through this long sem and i enjoyed and appreciated the things i did during the 3 mths -those things which i nv thought i will do and will nv be able to do if i haven gone back to sch haha thanks to projects.
my classmates are bunch of irritating jokers, stirers with endless self-cooked-up scandals in class. it's funny hw we work and play and fight the power, see the invisible, do the impossible rawr rawr rawr (quote kwokos)
as much as i hate soapy appreciation lines... but
i m really grateful to pple at granny's... esp uncles, honey n amah and brothers...well, thats all the pple haha
i think i'll be their slave in my next life hahahaha.
thanks for allowing me to take the plunge at ur expenses ( also, literally)
love u guys.
studies aside,
friends ard me are at another stage of their life...dearest eddice has officially become a mommy! congrats to the Gos on handsome lil' corbin! sorry dardar, recently having flu...can't visit u but i'll try to be there on the 13th of Jan. =]
heeee, i wanna kiss ur son!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alright...this post is boring enough.....haha
going back to the jungle tmr. come visit. thank you.
p.s. ok. i admit, i m not very low-maintainance. lol
arbish!